I REJECTED LOVE MYSELF!!

Chill sun, beautiful wind, blue sky and beneath me who found someone as joyful, as curious, as living and loving as I'm.

We talked for a while. He smiled, I smiled, eyes met and shyness came flying. Just then he asked for my number and so did I. After exchanging some looks we said goodbye.

I got a text the next morning, saying, do you want to catch up and without a second thought I said give me some time to dress up.

Cool weather, Cold coffee and we started sharing about ourselves, meanwhile I was thinking the chatting was going really well.

Days and months passed and we became good friends, but I was sure that he used to treat me more than just a friend back then.

I wasn't sure about what I should name this relationship, but something inside me told me that, " you should get someone else to carry you through this trip."

Someday after he proposed to me and I said, "no" because I was in search of someone new. I didn't realise at that moment, what I said was wrong because he always cared for me and always made me feel strong.

In search of a better one I lost the best one. The useless search had made me flightless and I rejected love myself! And I rejected love myself!

~APARNA SHREE

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Love, trauma, fear, healing, and many more emotions are there which we can say out loud through our words!! I'll be so great full if you spare the time to listen to my words and I will put my best efforts to make your day with a new story. Thank you so much!!! Lots of love!

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Heeya!! This is Aparna Shree. Just wanna spread love and life through my words to your heart. I hope you will connect to the words and will feel the emotions of those words๐Ÿ‘. Lots and lots of love from my side ๐Ÿ’–